FML

Fuck. I should have listened to my gut. I am not a fucking social being. I am not even sure I am a fucking human being. I haven't had a storm of wrath  mixed with panic is a very long time. Sweat pouring from my palms and I all see is the place going up in flames. Or me with a fucking gun. Fuck all the bullshit normal people have to go through. Today I'd much rather be fucking dead than to deal with any of this shit. Fuck my life. Listen to your gut before you try to do something YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T.