Dancing with my rain cloud

watch the blues fade to 

green as purples shimmer

in the freckles in my eyes

I take this sadness and 

scream interally, like a

symphony only I adore

Throw this fist knuckle

first into my reflection

in this blue lit pink

bathroom and here

the mirror shattered

one good edge, one

pleasant edge, run

a bath and the sharp

mirror slants deeper

on this wrist, ankh 

tattoo shimmers blood

and I was it fall during

saturns tattoo for the

second slic, and just

watch this blood 

drip into the water

I am finally home

minutes of happiness

goodbye you good 

souls, goodbye

6 days counts
sunrises to
moonrises
while I kick
up my shoes
and learn
about love
A certain
hope feels
my heart
of being
someone
yeahhhhh
finally I
am someone
enter a storm
a synapse
collapse
nothing
Nothing is
home again
Just want
to lay in bed
sleep till I
become the
walking dead
again, fuck, again
it'll be but the
fear has me
years  later, like
my mothers
soft embrace
fetal posotion
hold on tight
while your cracked
heart sheds tears
you cant feel
let's go flying
let's go flyingggg