Reanimation

Reanimation of who I was
years ago, through the
white ashes she arose
Calling me to come
to that place again
Shivering between
episodes of pining
Lust, belief and hope
some chemical bliss
Home I was, Home
I am in this vacation
withdrawal between
the shivers and shakes
mental speeds catch
up to this delicate soul
praying again, just that
one taste of that angel
dressed in pure white
Calling me to come
home once again