Blink

Wish I could slow time down
to a stand still, to figure these
things out once and for all
Time slipping through space
faster than I can blink, I'm
waiting for that destined
design to come forward
and show me the signs
The clouds keep building
Lightning clap confusion
and thunder whispering
I'd never deserve that
life I've dreamed for ages
that love I've wanted
for too many years to
count or scrape into the
white walls on my own
This glass heart can
hope every second
every day