Fathom

Fallen into a relapse
between happy
and insecureness
It seems so easy
You tell me it's
so god damned
easy but it's not
Bloody fingertips
Got these scars
to remind me
that not everything
is just ok, not
everything can
be ignored like
people think
I pray to my
angels and
sometimes,
just sometimes
those shadows
still talk to me
Paranoid desires
and my heart is
a million miles
from here, so
fucking far from
here, just want
to sleep it off
Just want to
break myself
into two, this
shell cracked
reality I'm based
on, shedding skin
once again, ripping
this cocoon off me
to be again, just
to fucking be
once and for all