10.13.10

I love the spirits of youthfulness. I miss that fire and ability to say fuck it, I'm going to do something. I'm not sure when all that changed for me but it's not there. I vowed to myself ages ago I'd never get apathetic but when you have a dagger at your throat there isn't much to do. Maybe, just maybe, the youth will make a good life for themselves. I just can't see this world working to better itself. I can't see that  changing anytime in my lifetime.