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Green splashes circles
in her moon lit aura
Blue trickles from heart
only heart I've know
to top all the wonders
of this rock, swimming
in the universe with
just a breathe from her

Dancing with my rain cloud

watch the blues fade to 

green as purples shimmer

in the freckles in my eyes

I take this sadness and 

scream interally, like a

symphony only I adore

Throw this fist knuckle

first into my reflection

in this blue lit pink

bathroom and here

the mirror shattered

one good edge, one

pleasant edge, run

a bath and the sharp

mirror slants deeper

on this wrist, ankh 

tattoo shimmers blood

and I was it fall during

saturns tattoo for the

second slic, and just

watch this blood 

drip into the water

I am finally home

minutes of happiness

goodbye you good 

souls, goodbye

6 days counts
sunrises to
moonrises
while I kick
up my shoes
and learn
about love
A certain
hope feels
my heart
of being
someone
yeahhhhh
finally I
am someone
enter a storm
a synapse
collapse
nothing
Nothing is
home again
Just want
to lay in bed
sleep till I
become the
walking dead
again, fuck, again
it'll be but the
fear has me
years  later, like
my mothers
soft embrace
fetal posotion
hold on tight
while your cracked
heart sheds tears
you cant feel
let's go flying
let's go flyingggg

Blood Smeared Cum Mirror

These eyes turn titanium

bleeding out the visions

and I'm warm inside, feel

these veins conicide with

earths rotations, moon's

simple glide through time

I'm here again, back again

and well, back again,

fluttering of my eyes

sends me to that pain

pleasure honeymoon

I have become when

the stars spashed dust

on the exposed wires

prancing through this

brain I hold so close

but would throw away

just for another taste

just another drip

fuck, there I go again

time to set fire to this

desolate soul again

Declaration

Virus resides, subdued

chemicals in yellow dots

Broken today, years

its seemed that dark

followed my nuerons

My spine crawls with

those old insect legs

I'd rip my tissue out

just to replinish with

song, a dance, some

music with a beat

that I declare as 

mine, only mine

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I've got these reverse waterfalls
in my eyes, this racing thought
that multiplies with progress
I've got a hope on a lie
in this shimmering golden
sunlight on backyard grass
Misplaced myself again
but I still have my key
shredded down metal
Racing around and I
pound out the paranoia
through looking eyes
reverse waterfall sighs

9.10.11

Body worn from
the g's I thrown
Chemicals and
ideas, all these
thoughts travel
so god damned
quick I can't
keep up, even
in relaxation
I'm a nervous
flame on fire
I'm that anti
panic attack
That subtle
charm or
charade, I
breathe air
empty air
empty as
I am now