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Hell, I've become a walking

contradiction, an alcoholic

and romantic, a devil and

angel, a mania and  crash

I'm everything and nothing

I'm got this void and these

little devils shouting over

each other with amplifiers

I'm tired of becoming

this person I can't be

I can't be this person

I want to be, now

or ever, it seems it's

just not in the cracks

in the flooring while

I bash my head to want

something I can never be

Hell, I've become a running

disbelief, a junkie and

mover and shaker, falling

between the shadowed 

lines of make belief and 

love I've felt my whole life

Never aligns just right

Brighter

Just when I was losing hope
fading into my own plans
You showed up, brighter
than I ever could imagine
Beautiful girl stay here by
my side throughout this life
Our embrace eternal, one
kiss and I'm on my knees
Loving you forever in time
forever in this life and the
next ones to come, souls
intertwined through this
wonderful cosmos we live
breathing your love in
exhaling future days with
a smile from ear to ear
Beautiful girl, you are
mine and I'm yours
I don't want to waste
any more time without
our souls intertwined
I love you more than
the words I know
Oh honey, I'll love you
in this life and the next
written in time forever

Morose

Cracking these mirrors within

I've got thirteen years of 

bad luck blood running in

these constricted veins

Fill myself with pain to reflect

Now I'm poisoned to these

broken bones, exposed

you are now and I'll sit

in my numbing clouds throne

Blank emotions draining

the will to live, to be, to 

fucking breathe in and out

I'm on a panic attack high

and I'm shaking with no

where to run to now, no

saving grace in my sight

So it's a fuck it all end game

Sickened at second sight

sickened at the thought

sickened by this plague

sickened by your words

sickened by your pain

Blackened by you and

I'm folding this time

sickened(dead inside)

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I felt the lightning spinning
within my soul, a crashing
constant that I only know
Understanding is in the
misconception of all this
I'm  taking a step back
to gather all this with
bleed tears and other
insistent memories fall
like the stars above that
I counted your breathes
on and I'm not sure
where I am, where I've
fallen this time but I
don't ever want to get
back up this time
Let me stay here with
angel songs and a
smile that cracks this
shell of me, breaks
the disease of me
I love you and I'm
never falling out

Splintered

Lies written on your eyes

keep me waiting, fucking

dissolving into this being

I'd hold up the moon

to protect anyone

From you this day

and I'm not taking shit

this time around, your

bullshit settles around

your neck tie and

I'm here, I'm here

to strangle you today

Breathe this in just

to let it all go, I'm

going to throw you

down and smother

you in suffer, disease

and plagues that 

I've endured, I'm

fucking face to

face with you and

I'm going to rip

you a part, piece

by piece till you

understand

this play isn't yours

on this day, caressing

your splintered bones

and coloring your 

tissue with blood

Desire

I feel the rhythm
of your breathe
on my neck(desire)
goosebumps and
my heart races
supercharger you
Accelerate and
you're lips are
so wet I'm dying
begging, this time
Bite your bottom
lip to confess
my sinners heart
I'm going in for
it all,loosing
myself in those
angel eyes that
glow devil green
Rhythm of you
your body, skin
becomes art and
I'm painting love
all over you
tonight, bite my
lip and I'm lost
in your scent
Lost in you
Desire

Prepense

Vibrations close these eyelids
heavy heart I walk beat to
these pieces from words
misplaced and separated
Vampires energy suck lust
and I'm a fallen devil with
time on my side, yeah, time
is on my side and I'm not
waiting much longer today
I clinch my fist, overdrive
Speeding that clock till
I feel your neck snap
between my fingers today
I'm not giving up, just
killing time, killing you
Repeating process is
just another routine