Tell Me

All this time has past
I've stiched my lips,
papercut tongue as
the salt burns passion
I can't anymore, let
this out I must now

Fucking young years
of pain, guilt,regret
to top it off I'm more
fucked up at 15 than I
will ever let you see
All the fucking whiskey
and drugs, my 20s just
past, like my friends,
all I have is DUST.
I SHOULD BE BURRIED.

But I'm not
PLEASE TELL ME THIS WAS
ALL WORTH IT,THE SELFABUSE,
THE FALLING,THE DEATH,TELL ME

Part 2 comin'

Princess Leia and Glass Cleaners First Mix

Princess Leia and Glass Cleaners

Sweating it out/to the drop of a shotgun/life's
all about one but we see it as I/Wake up/Fake another day and spin that clock/Tick fucking tock/till we all drop/Sweat drips ice/Brain on that tilt/Ragin away on your own rapids/Brain tease/clit tease/Lets fuck on our own terms/die on our own terms/This means everything

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Untighten your grip
let her sail away
Her disease is your
Self-worth,excuse
and she's holding you
down

Loosin' that grip man
that venom ain't yours
to bare,not your cross
but you're acting like
your jesus to her now

Breathe her out, let
your veins feel
warm sea water air
Healing, future stars
that universe is ours
this world is ours

Healing, breathing,
let her go brother

YUM

Sweat, breathe pulsing

withinthat lotus heat

electric lights dance

moonlit cosmic essesnce

OUR electricity

Flipping our bodies over

in the water, lips bit

in ecstacy

to be continued...

Rant v0.4

Scattered martyr
between shifts
and colors, pitches
I'll bitch just to
yell at a empty sky
Building crumbling
innocents bleeding
my heart screams
Panic through, shift
and let me hear some
beat of I give a fuck
Lost, broken pictures
from decades ago...
Smear the paint on
the wall, can't type
can't fucking think
because its all your
commercial now, your
dial-tone answers
MONEY MONEY MONEY
Let the Rx control
our heart beats and
minds, our minds
so numb, dubstep
rhythms play as tears
hit this wooden floor
Fuck, we are the true
living dead, living
fucking dead
Breathe, 1,2,3,
red white suicide

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Trying to
listen
to the
Sir Paul
Electro
pulses
drive me
to that
edge
Then
Darkest
that
dark side
of saturn
or the
moon
whatever
that shield
is between
you and I
colors of
the 4 am
shine hope
with my
crooked
teeth grin
waiting for
the sun or
a glimpse
of my
moon wanderer

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Green splashes circles
in her moon lit aura
Blue trickles from heart
only heart I've know
to top all the wonders
of this rock, swimming
in the universe with
just a breathe from her

Dancing with my rain cloud

watch the blues fade to 

green as purples shimmer

in the freckles in my eyes

I take this sadness and 

scream interally, like a

symphony only I adore

Throw this fist knuckle

first into my reflection

in this blue lit pink

bathroom and here

the mirror shattered

one good edge, one

pleasant edge, run

a bath and the sharp

mirror slants deeper

on this wrist, ankh 

tattoo shimmers blood

and I was it fall during

saturns tattoo for the

second slic, and just

watch this blood 

drip into the water

I am finally home

minutes of happiness

goodbye you good 

souls, goodbye

6 days counts
sunrises to
moonrises
while I kick
up my shoes
and learn
about love
A certain
hope feels
my heart
of being
someone
yeahhhhh
finally I
am someone
enter a storm
a synapse
collapse
nothing
Nothing is
home again
Just want
to lay in bed
sleep till I
become the
walking dead
again, fuck, again
it'll be but the
fear has me
years  later, like
my mothers
soft embrace
fetal posotion
hold on tight
while your cracked
heart sheds tears
you cant feel
let's go flying
let's go flyingggg

Blood Smeared Cum Mirror

These eyes turn titanium

bleeding out the visions

and I'm warm inside, feel

these veins conicide with

earths rotations, moon's

simple glide through time

I'm here again, back again

and well, back again,

fluttering of my eyes

sends me to that pain

pleasure honeymoon

I have become when

the stars spashed dust

on the exposed wires

prancing through this

brain I hold so close

but would throw away

just for another taste

just another drip

fuck, there I go again

time to set fire to this

desolate soul again

Declaration

Virus resides, subdued

chemicals in yellow dots

Broken today, years

its seemed that dark

followed my nuerons

My spine crawls with

those old insect legs

I'd rip my tissue out

just to replinish with

song, a dance, some

music with a beat

that I declare as 

mine, only mine