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I've got these reverse waterfalls
in my eyes, this racing thought
that multiplies with progress
I've got a hope on a lie
in this shimmering golden
sunlight on backyard grass
Misplaced myself again
but I still have my key
shredded down metal
Racing around and I
pound out the paranoia
through looking eyes
reverse waterfall sighs

9.10.11

Body worn from
the g's I thrown
Chemicals and
ideas, all these
thoughts travel
so god damned
quick I can't
keep up, even
in relaxation
I'm a nervous
flame on fire
I'm that anti
panic attack
That subtle
charm or
charade, I
breathe air
empty air
empty as
I am now